January 14

Nearly forty years ago, I had dream. In the dream, I was leafing

through Jung's Memories, Dreams, Reflections. A piece of paper

fell out and on it was written, poem-like

A poem wants a poem

A dream wants a dream

This little dream has become the animating spirit of my work

ever since.

It is always a deep pleasure to me when someone responds to

one of my dreams or poems with a dream or poem of their own.

In response to my recent poem, "How the War on Reality Ended,"

my long-time friend Tony Albino sent me this poem.

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There once was a girl named Alice,

A comely thing who befriended birds

And trees and once, a rabbit without malice.

For she knew what needed to be known,

That plumbing life’s depths was a challenge

To understand, to grasp, to measure one’s soul,

Not in terms of success or failure or even balance

But against the one whose blood was carried in a chalice.

Content with silence, she spoke to none.

A wave and a smile but nothing more.

At a hilltop she’d stare wide-eyed at the sun.

Letting it pour a spreading kindness,

a warmth she hoped would keep her from being shunned

by all those who thought they knew her ways, her thoughts,

but if they really found a way to know her they’d be stunned

to discover how easy their knowledge could be undone.

She spoke water to rivers, wind to trees

and once while whispering to a flower

she gave directions to a troop of passing fleas,

who danced and twirled at being acknowledged

by this girl whose voice floated like a midsummer’s breeze

full of spice and song and hints of saffron

that could make any who were ill at ease and hard to please

smile at nothing and laugh at anything, even their knees.

But deep within was a discontent

that slid as if lying loose on a ship

unbound and unmoored, a shadowy vagrant

whose sudden shift would throw her off course

and into a fog-bank of torment,

her soul close-hauling a buffeting wild sea

whose dark intent threatened to consume and disorient

her every attempt to stay unencumbered and silent.